Friday, July 2, 2010

Say it again for me, 'cause I love the way it feels when you are telling me that I'm the only one who blows your mind.



Leaving is easy, staying is easy.
Whatever you do in life will be insignificant, but it's very important that you do it, because you can't know. You can't ever really know the meaning of your life. And you don't need to. Just know that your life has meaning. Every life has a meaning. Whether it lasts one hundred years or one hundred seconds. Every life and every death changes the world in its own way. Ghandi knew this. He knew his life would mean something to someone, somewhere, somehow. And he knew with as much certainty that he could never know that meaning. He understood that enjoying life should be of much greater concern that understanding it. And so do I. You can't know. So don't take it for granted. But don't take it too seriously. Don't postpone what you want. Don't leave anything misunderstood. Make sure the people you care about know. Make sure they know how you really feel. Because just like that, it could end.


not understanding is one of the hardest parts about life.
sometimes there are unfortunate circumstances that you just cant wrap your head around and sometimes there are people..

I think life is simpler than we tend to think. We look for answers and more answers. But there are no answers. Things happen in life, good things and bad. People say, 'Why did it happen to me?' Well, why not? Some people win the lottery, and others die in a car crash. It happens, and there is nothing we can do about it. The universe doesn't care what happens to you.


Homesickness is just a state of mind for me. I’m always missing someone or someplace or something, I’m always trying to get back to some imaginary somewhere. My life has been one long longing.


LOLZ my neice just picked up "hollywood playboy" spray and called it "hollywood rabit"
so cuteeeee.

Tuesday, May 18, 2010

Sticks and stones are hard on the bones, aimed with anger and art. Words can sting like anything, but silence breaks the heart..

Dear Finn, I'm sorry I < / 3, please understand, all i wanted was to hold your hand
Clyde, you turned me into who I am.. You'll never change. I wish I could hate you. Indiffence would be worse but I can't lie..hide behind those blue green eyes, your such a waste of time..








We don't ever have to grow up, please.

Being used to confusion and new to emotion leaving land logged blues for the coast by the ocean..

Friday, April 30, 2010

Lemonade and sneakers

So I'm leavin in a week! I've been trying to get eveythig done for at least the last two weeks, but
It's almost
usless to do somethings untill right before.
I have a wild imagination and almost couldint sleep last night because I was so excited <3
All the babie kitties will be going to their new homes tonight/tomorrow. This is huge. I feel as though I gave birth to them myself. Here are some picss






I loves my furry little family.
Well Mya and Maui already have their mini suitcases packed and ready to go. Soco doesn't like change!



I saw this painting at the art shop and I love love it. Its got glitter paint.
Today will be Sneakers, sweaping & sad goodbyes.
xoxo

Friday, April 16, 2010

I'll find a way or I'll make one

Making plans to go home is defintly not easy.
Life is slinking past ups and downs as usual. I don't make decitions I just go with it. I should be more pro-active!



I would be terrably excited if this were writen on a toilet paper roll I encountered!
The kittens are growing outrageously large and have gorgeous blue eyes. I'm pretty sure I'm keeping this grey one ..



But I've fallin in mad love with the first born! He's huge and a little chubby. I named him notorious BIG.



Baha he is so freaking cute.

xoxo riiley

Tuesday, April 13, 2010

& when it hits September I feel like I'm dyin again..




........ I've never seen anything
So real.

Im planning a trip home. I'm scared.

Wednesday, March 24, 2010

Inside out shirts and Ativan

Phillip left me today. At 10 in the morning. I am so sad an lonely now that my little friend has gone. <\3.
It's strange how somebody from your past could fix the hole in you that you would have carried to the future forever.
I forgot what it was like to have someone around who knows the real me. No games. No lies just love :)

Anyway I was really happy to spend so much time with him that I think maybe I'll go for a visit? Or move.. We will see how the next month goes but I'm preparing for it.




Happy in love with no one, doesn't that sound fun, to do what you always said you would ...



Saturday, March 20, 2010

Pink black & white




Mya had her babies!! I came home and I knew she felt thinner, so I went looking for them and she let me upstairs to the closet where there was a small pile of black pink and white furry things!! They are sooo tiny!!!



The picture quality sucks because this is actualy a picture of a picture from my camera.. I just couldint wait.



Ah, I'm so in love. I think I might name them. All with the "M" theme like Mya and Maui. Mya Maui mickey Minnie and mahalo <3

I'm off to sleepy heavens and minnie meows from tiny babie kittys !